A proxy for your love
I wouldn’t mind to be,
So long as your attention
Is fixated mostly on me,
Even if that’s not quite true
And his face you envision in lieu of mine,
It’s hard for me to fret
As I tease you from behind,
Who cares if his name
Is what you moan into my ear,
Who cares if he enters your dreams
After one too many glasses of beer,
In the end it is I who have seen
Your nakedness on display like a canvas,
And who can ultimately say
That we are not in fact lovers?


*Partially influenced by a manga/anime called Kuzu no Honkai, or Scum’s Wish